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Mabey I do this 'cause I have nothing else to do
Mabey I go through this 'cause I'd really rather choose to put up "who is me" and then
somewhere don't I have the right to?
somewhere,I ask myself, why should I need to fight to breathe?
why not just let me be me, even if I make a mistake, won't it be okay after?

not like i'm doing this as an excuse to falter- but who can live a perfect life anyways, why bother?
chasing after perfection, even for all the right reasons, is just illogic- you will never reach it.

so mabey i gotta go through this, do my best
learn what I gotta learn, when the time is best(but who knows when?)
then apply, when occasion comes
then multiply the goodness, make others hum.

I'm so bothered 'cause all these good people are giving you list of what you should be doing-
and be they right, well that's good, but is it logical doing?
If we're all together and if we're moving in the same ways, why give too much information- almost uneffective for self growth-(?)
Mabey, I'm just one of these people that looks for the negative and wants it to change, so life can be more effective and--
overall, wondering if that's overdoing, if I should just be crusing and enjoying life. Some people are always like,"yeah, just enjoy life". But I look at them and I wonder if, they're really having a good time or just ignoring everything going wrong.
Mabey their half-hearted consolations-advice are what got my perfectionism started in the first place...

where can I go to find a face who'll care?

mabey i gotta do this, do my best
learn what I gotta learn, when time is best(but who knows when?)
then apply, if occasion calls
then multiply the goodness, try my best